All along we are forgetting to notice how much grace there is. Forgetting what we truly are, forgetting  to relax as life unfolds. We are forgetting to trust. When we trust, we can relax, while still viewing the situation clearly. When we trust, and relax, the spaciousness to notice our guidance, or still small voice within, is enhanced. When we trust and relax, the spaciousness that we are has the ability to stay calm and centered amidst density and discord from others who are not yet trusting and relaxed.

The humbling realization for me is accepting that life as I have experienced it before, is changing form and old ways are dropping by the riverside.  I’m settling in to letting the river carry me along, praying as I go for that what seems most important. For that which I stand in this human body for.

It seems clear to me that living from the mind no longer works. I myself crave the intimacy that comes from spontaneous realness of being, and find more and more the mind that wishes to uphold the illusion of separation, dull. Ho Hum. Is there anyone out there who shares the passion for living from aware aliveness?

I’m not talking about the spiritual ego, I’m talking about being lived from source – the aware aliveness that is animating this show.   It’s lively, spontaneous, and exhilarating to meet the moment, instead of lock it in before hand to ensure what we call safety and security.

What if there was no security?  What would you be working for? What if there was no real safety, the way the mind wants there to be? How would that change your openness and willingness to show up without knowing, and without agenda or set plan?

What if your guidance was crystal clear, and your trust strong enough to actually follow it? How different would your experience be? Would it change your way of showing up in life?

What if we can accept our vulnerability, and risk to be real, to share, to express, to create, and to be seen? What is it that is keeping you small, suppressed and driven by your fear, worry or anxiety?

There is so much grace everyday that is going unnoticed because our minds that don’t actually know, are busy trying to solve or prevent more problems. Yes, the mind is a wonderful tool, if it is serving source and you, rather than against your current choices and intents, and closed to guidance from source.

For years my favorite bumper sticker was let go and let god.  I just didn’t know how to let go. I had been programmed with fear to hold on, that there wouldn’t be enough, that I wasn’t enough, that there would be shortages of everything, etc.

Now what I do and how I serve is to help other people let go of what no longer serves them in habits, in energy, emotions, beliefs and limiting programming.

Having been blessed with the experience of not having what I thought I needed to survive (housing) I was amazed to find out that I had exactly what I needed, at every moment, down to the perfect timing to find a toilet. Yes, it required that I be available for guidance, available to notice what I was being shown, and willing to do what I needed to take care of my bodily needs, such as shower at a gym or friends house, and use the internet to continue house hunting at a local internet cafe. I drove outside the city limits to ensure I would not be ticketed for sleeping in my van, which is quite comfortable, and has curtains for privacy. I flossed my teeth looking at a million dollar starry sky above the ocean view. I woke up to surf crashing on the rugged rocks.  It was absolutely magnificent! I slept well, knowing that my fate was entirely in the source’s hands.

Now that I have a place, old habits of worry, and mistrust have surfaced as if they are going to ensure a “success” in my work or livelihood. I feel less connected to the earth and all of existence, and more a separate entity attempting to make enough money to cover my bills. Hmmnnn. Isn’t that interesting? This shows me that something about “having” is triggering the minds investment in security or “keeping” As if it is actually any different than living completely moment by moment, and taking right action to accomplish goals.  Yet that pesky security invested mind is actually taking me out of the flow that comes from trusting the movement of life, in each moment. What if the flow keeps happening without any effort from me except taking the next action step that I am guided to?  Wow!  I could trust and relax and have a good time working, serving, playing and living. And I can be amazed at what happens through me.

The good news is making positive changes by clearing the sub and unconscious mind and pointing the mind in the right direction is quick, easy and effective.

Blessings of unfolding to you,
Aleyia